On not being Black & White

 JUST, ME

I decided to do these self-portraits stark, without makeup and unedited because i'm beginning though work realize through incredible photographers how beautiful the natural form a person really is and an exercise in being comfortable with oneself.

Today I am thinking of the prospect of happiness and what it means in relation to an adult life. I used to think happiness meant the perfect job in a place that attracts you, with someone who you want to share it. It isn't until this past year that I've learned the complexities to such a simple idea. Life isn't about getting 1 + 1 + 1 to equal 3, it's about multiplying, dividing and subtracting, too. One aspect of your life might be in place, but then the rest fall out of whack or what you wanted suddenly doesn't become what you want anymore, and you are left to solve for x. 

I am learning, all. And I am also learning that I am the only one who can dictate this equation, despite all that fate hands me. So I'm deciding to set a goal for one year from this moment to do something that I know I want to do and that will make me happy. I'm deciding on a trip to drive up the coast of California whether it be by myself or with others.

& I was once told that you can do whatever you set your mind to, it's worked thus far.

Into the Grease.

TY-LR NIGHTLIFE TEE
JC JOE LACE UP BOOTS

I've been shampooing my hair every single day since I can remember, and recently, I've been having a grease issue at my scalp. My dream team of friends helped me realize that my skin is probably overcompensating since I over-clean and releasing too much grease. I decided to try going sans shampooing for a week in order to start anew and get my scalp back on track. Im going through a routine of dry shampoo, conditioning the tips and rinsing.

I'll report back with results tbd.

Also, this shirt feels like a dream, and its a perfect basic tee long enough to wear with leggings. I've had those boots for five years and they still look like brand new and go with everything, especially keeping your legs warm with a dress during the fall.

#plantlife

ALBER
KNOX

INEZ

VINOODH

Every living thing should have a name, plant life included.

I'm adjusting to my new digs and living in a space that's big enough to comfortably house me, all of my things and whatever else my heart desires is a new sensation. Something that I tried and failed to have at my old apartment was plant life. I had an ivy plant and tried some succulents out but the limited space and sunlight kept them from thriving. 

My first investment was a palm plant, and the best thing about the rest that followed is that they were both gifts from thoughtful people. and easy to take care of.

As fall comes in strong and the greenery outside starts to change, it's good to know that i'll have these guys with me to remind me that warm weather will be here soon enough. Yes, i'm already dreaming of next summer. And who doesn't love a side of snow with their windowsill cactus?